Drama!!!

9 weeks 2 days
Whew! Its been like foreeeeevvverrr! Well, I guess a little over a week, but still...
I have been so busy and so tired that I havent had the energy to blog lol. Omg, I cant believe Im so far along already, time seriously seems to be going sooooo fast! Before, I know it, it will be my second trimester!
Ok so, the drama all presides at work! So, after I started bleeding and cramping, I was given a doctors note that said that I needed to sit frequently. Well, after a couple weeks, my manager,(whom I will call B) who is THE most trifling person I have ever met, starts acting as if the stool that I had brought to work was "in the way and not very professional" (her words exactly). She called me into the office last Friday and told me that I needed to get rid of the stool. She wanted me to get another doctors note stating exactly how many hours I can stand before I would need to sit and take a 15 minute break. Im like WHAT THE HECK! Im trying to avoid a miscarriage here!! She says that instead of working four days a week (three of them being in a row) we could take me down to three days a week and maybe that will help.They hired a new GSS so it would be ok for me to work a day less. Ok, so, I get the doctors note and I called up to my job on Tuesday tell her that I have the note, and will I be off starting my three day week this week or next. She responds, "Well, I didnt say you would be starting that schedule soon, I meant like in the future after we get the other GSS trained..."
Hmmm....in the future? I have been cramping severly whenever I stand long periods of time...there is no "in the future!"
She is straight up trippin for real!!! I really havent even begun to touch on how crazy she has been acting. Towards me!!!!! More than one person told me that its because she is jealous of me because she cant have kids of her own. I have heard that she started treating another girl bad once she became pregnant. This lady is just seriously not even trying to work with me at all! I went and talked to her today about taking off on Thursdays instead of Fridays (since me and the other GSS both work on Thursday). She said no, because Thursday is mainly training day for her. Which doesnt make since, because she is training everyday she  comes in! She wants to work Fridays, but B wont let her! Probably because Friday is the day that I want off. Ok, so then I asked if we could just cut my hours on the days that I work. She says, " Nope, because I really need you from 9-4" "I work 9-5, not 9-4," I responded. "Whatever!" was her exact response!
Uggggggggghhhhhhh!!!!!! She has completely made me and Daniel very upset. One of the other managers came to me and told me that either I should take this to the next level (as in talk to someone higher than B) or do what is best far me and my baby. She even admitted that B is being out of control and very insensitive. She told me that B had a problem with my second doctors note!! The one she told me to get!! She doesnt want me to take my 15 minutes of break because when I leave, that means someone else has to cover for the desk. Well, when I had my stool, that wasnt a problem now was it????
Daniel and I are both fed up with this and we have decided that its best that I quit...soon. So thats what Im going to do! Yesterday, I cramped so bad that I called Daniel bawling my eyes out. I was so scared! I cant lose this baby. I cant
On a more positive note, I still havent had any real bad morning sickness yet! Im afraid to keep telling people that, for fear that I will like jinx myself lol. I am pretty nauseous in the mornings, but still havent thrown up yet.
I am sort of showing now, all tho its mostly bloat:
Here's the pic a took last Wednesday:

When I press on it, all a feel is skin and muscle lol. IM FAAAAAAAT!!!!!! Lol.
Aite, I will holla next lata!


(is anybody reading these?)lol

Ultrasound!!

April 13

8 weeks

We had the ultrasound on Monday and I am pleased to say that I was right! There is just one baby in my belly! Although, when the utrasound tech put turned the machine on, I saw two dots! I immediatly freaked out and almost started crying! I was like, "what is that!!!!!???" Ha. But she said that the other dot is the yolk sac and that it will dissapear soon. I was like, Oh, Ok. Baby was measuring at 7 weeks 5 days so my due date in now Nov 23rd instead of the 21st. Which makes me 8 weeks today!!
Here is our sons sibling:

We are so excited! It is still very bittersweet because I sometimes wonder if I am replacing Jarrett in my mind, with thoughts of the new baby. I wont ever forget my beautiful baby, and I still miss him so much. This is a very bittersweet time.
Well, Everyone knows that we are pregnant now! At church on Sunday, we were celebrating our Pastors 11th anniversary service. There was a guest pastor from another city who was preaching. Well, he was talking about how when you lose something, you always gain something else. Suddenly, he looks over at Daniel  (who was on the organ) and says, "Is your wife pregnant?" OMG lol. Daniel is shocked, so he just simply grins, and nods one time. Pandomonium broke out! Everyone starts sceaming and crying and running to me to give me a hug and tell me congratulations. It interrupted the whole service, but was a very joyful moment. My church family was literally responding as if they all got news that they won the lottery or something. I mean, literally, everyone was out of their seats, crying, jumping up and down, and screaming. Needless to say, it was awesome!
And Daniel and I put the ultrasound pic on Face book to announce the pregancy. It was great. Unexpected, but great. So now, Secret is Out!! ha

Its Starting..:(

7 weeks 4 days
I have been getting pretty nauseous starting at exactly 7 weeks. Worse than I have been. I still havent thrown up yet, but suspect I will soon. I have no appetite, but have been hungry like every hour and half! Its awwwwwful!! I dont ever want to eat anything at all lol. Nothing sounds good to me. Ugh..I was hoping I wouldnt have to go through it this time around, GUESS NOT!! I have been sooooo tired lately also! And constipated! Like crazy! Its awful. Im going to have to do something about it quickly because Im not about to deal with this too long lol.
Im so excited because Mon April 11th is my first prenatal appointment! I cant wait to hear our babies heartbeat! And see the little bean lol. I am soooo excited! I cant believe that I will already been 2 months on Monday! Its so crazy how fast time went. Now I only have a month till the first trimester is over! Yaaaaay!

Working Again

6 weeks 4 days

Well, I started working again Thursday. Wait, first let me tell you about what happened with the blood test that I took on Wednesdy. This was to check my levels to see if they had risen from 3,125 from last Wednesday. Well, they did! This Wed. a week after my last blood test, they were 37,602!!! They definitely rose! So my doc thinks that I am good! She says that I still need to take it very easy since I am still in the first trimester, but it doesnt look like Im going to miscarry anytime soon! Woot!!!!!! Daniel was researching what my  high levels mean  (my nurse said that they are pretty high, but just means its a healthy baby.) Well, he looked it up anyways and is now totally convinced that Im carrying twins! HaHa! He showed me a site where they were showing what the levels would be for each week in twin pregnancies. At six weeks it was in the 36,000 range. So I showed him a site that I found that said that in a singleton pregancy, at 6 weeks. the levels range from 1060 to 56,000. LOL. He didnt really have anything to say about it after that. :)

Well, anyways, about work. So I have a doctors note saying that I need to be off my feet frequently. Well, at my job, nobody really has anywhere to sit. I am a salon coordinator for a beauty and spa, so of course the stylists stand all day. But, I have a desk with no chair, Apparently, its against company policy to have a chair at the desk! So when I showed my boss the note from my doctor, there was and still is a big hooodaah about what I should do! I mean, get me a freaking chair!!!! Its not that hard to figure out!!!
Well, my manager was all like, "Well, I guess we can buy you a stool to sit on, and if my boss gets on to me about it, we will figure something else out." real sarcastic like. I told her that I will bring my own stool! They are so funny actin! For realz!!!!! Today, she came up to me and was like, "Its fine if you sit while its kind of slow, but when it gets busier, you need to stand because it doesnt look good to customers when youre sitting down." Like, customers dont see someone sitting behind a desk all the time! Ugh. You best believe I still sat!!! I mean, I have alot of other duties besides  paper work and stuff, so I was up way more than I should have been. But, I definitely sat. Im am not about to risk losing another baby because of some stupid rule. Daniel will make me quit before that happens lol. So we will have to see how the rest of this goes :)
Man, I have been getting nauseous everyday since Monday hit! Its SUCKS!!! Especially being at work. I really hope it doesnt get worse because I already feel like I cant handle it!
I guess we'll see. Besides, that, I think its starting to hit me that I am going to be having another baby!
Whew, this is going to be an emotional roller coaster, I just know it!