Glucose!!!!

28 weeks



THIRD TRIMESTER!!!!!! Whoop!!! I'm so excited that this pregnancy is close to being over but, the closer the due date gets, the more anxious I feel about having another baby. It's more the just newborn jitters or something like that. It's just this nervousness of not knowing what my life is gonna look like or how much it's gonna change when this baby gets here. Getting pregnant while on birth control to prevent it has really thrown me for a loop. But, despite all of my anxiety and nervousness, I do believe that God won't and hasn't given me more than I can bear. He knew this would happen so I a, trying my hardest to just put all my trust in Him and know that although I will most likely have those hard days that I fear so much, I know that he will be there to help me through them!

On a pregnancy note- I have not so pleasant news. I FLUNKED MY GLUCOSE SCREENING TEST!!!! I have had three kids and have never not passed before!! I was so shocked when, at my doctors apt yesterday, my doctor walked in with some. Ore of that glucose crap to take home again!!! I'm so nervous about taking the three hours and fasting and stuff. I don't know what to expect at all! This is something I've always feared when taking the screening test. That I wouldn't pass and have to take the dreaded three hour one. I just never expected to have to actually take it...omg...and God forbid I don't pass that test!!!!!! Uggggghhhhhhh....I can't even go there...blah
I have still been having issues with this indigestion junk too. It's getting worse the bigger I get. And ohhhh the pain. NOTHING gets rid of it. It's a very difficult thing to describe..it's just a strong ache in my chest/top of belly area. My doctor does think it could be gallbladder related but, unfortunately there is nothing that can be done while pregnant. Soooo yea, I'm stuck I guess smh
Also I'm so happy to announce the third trimester sleepless nights have started and I'm pretty sure I've started losing my mucus plug too....sigh..
Sorry...this has not been a happy post lol..I've been a bit of a grump the last few days..I'll try again next time:)