Drama!!!

9 weeks 2 days
Whew! Its been like foreeeeevvverrr! Well, I guess a little over a week, but still...
I have been so busy and so tired that I havent had the energy to blog lol. Omg, I cant believe Im so far along already, time seriously seems to be going sooooo fast! Before, I know it, it will be my second trimester!
Ok so, the drama all presides at work! So, after I started bleeding and cramping, I was given a doctors note that said that I needed to sit frequently. Well, after a couple weeks, my manager,(whom I will call B) who is THE most trifling person I have ever met, starts acting as if the stool that I had brought to work was "in the way and not very professional" (her words exactly). She called me into the office last Friday and told me that I needed to get rid of the stool. She wanted me to get another doctors note stating exactly how many hours I can stand before I would need to sit and take a 15 minute break. Im like WHAT THE HECK! Im trying to avoid a miscarriage here!! She says that instead of working four days a week (three of them being in a row) we could take me down to three days a week and maybe that will help.They hired a new GSS so it would be ok for me to work a day less. Ok, so, I get the doctors note and I called up to my job on Tuesday tell her that I have the note, and will I be off starting my three day week this week or next. She responds, "Well, I didnt say you would be starting that schedule soon, I meant like in the future after we get the other GSS trained..."
Hmmm....in the future? I have been cramping severly whenever I stand long periods of time...there is no "in the future!"
She is straight up trippin for real!!! I really havent even begun to touch on how crazy she has been acting. Towards me!!!!! More than one person told me that its because she is jealous of me because she cant have kids of her own. I have heard that she started treating another girl bad once she became pregnant. This lady is just seriously not even trying to work with me at all! I went and talked to her today about taking off on Thursdays instead of Fridays (since me and the other GSS both work on Thursday). She said no, because Thursday is mainly training day for her. Which doesnt make since, because she is training everyday she  comes in! She wants to work Fridays, but B wont let her! Probably because Friday is the day that I want off. Ok, so then I asked if we could just cut my hours on the days that I work. She says, " Nope, because I really need you from 9-4" "I work 9-5, not 9-4," I responded. "Whatever!" was her exact response!
Uggggggggghhhhhhh!!!!!! She has completely made me and Daniel very upset. One of the other managers came to me and told me that either I should take this to the next level (as in talk to someone higher than B) or do what is best far me and my baby. She even admitted that B is being out of control and very insensitive. She told me that B had a problem with my second doctors note!! The one she told me to get!! She doesnt want me to take my 15 minutes of break because when I leave, that means someone else has to cover for the desk. Well, when I had my stool, that wasnt a problem now was it????
Daniel and I are both fed up with this and we have decided that its best that I quit...soon. So thats what Im going to do! Yesterday, I cramped so bad that I called Daniel bawling my eyes out. I was so scared! I cant lose this baby. I cant
On a more positive note, I still havent had any real bad morning sickness yet! Im afraid to keep telling people that, for fear that I will like jinx myself lol. I am pretty nauseous in the mornings, but still havent thrown up yet.
I am sort of showing now, all tho its mostly bloat:
Here's the pic a took last Wednesday:

When I press on it, all a feel is skin and muscle lol. IM FAAAAAAAT!!!!!! Lol.
Aite, I will holla next lata!


(is anybody reading these?)lol