Im tired!!!

15 weeks 3 days
Im so tired. Im so tired. Im so TIRED
In case you didnt get the msg. Im tired. This pregnancy has made me way more exausted then last time. I never want to to do ANYthing! Where is that good ol second trimester energy stuff? I need some of that! I havent been doing much of anything this week, but still so wore out. I just want to sleep till the baby gets here!! Speaking of the growth in my stomach, I think I have been feeling movement already. Well, actually Im pretty sure of it. I am 97% positive that its the baby. I cant wait to be able to feel her/him with my hand. I have a doctors appt this Monday. Hopefully, I will be able to set my ultrasound appt for the following week. For a few days, I allowed myself to give in to the anxiety I have been experiencing. It was at the 18 week ultrasound with Jarrett that we found out about his condition. So, I have been a bit nervous along with my excitement. But, I know that worrying is of the devil and not of God. Its not going to get me anywhere, so there is no point in doing it. I put my complete and total trust in the Lord. I believe with all my heart that I will have a beautiful, healthy baby in my arms by Thanksgiving. I am so excited to see what the Lord has in store for me and my family. He never turned his back on me. He was there in the midnight hour when I needed him the most. Surrounding me with his peace, grace, and love. I will never leave Him.
But, I am definetly showing for sure now. But my belly looks weird to me lol. Its very full at the bottom but more flat at the top. The weird thing is my belly button is sticking out so far! Ugh, I wanna tape it down or something! I am wearing the maternity pants that were to small for me last time already. I would show pictures my stupid camerea on my phone is broken. I probably will eventually get my actual camera out and snap a few shots. I have been too lazy to find the usb cord that it comes with. :/