Well.....

Geez..I know its been like three months!! My bad.....no excuses of course...except things have been a little crazy lol. In all honesty, almost every moment that I have spent on the computer (when I have time) has been to do my school work. I barely even check my facebook on here! I use my phone for that lol. Sooooo much has happened since I last wrote. Lets see, where to start....
Well, we are no longer at the church that we have been attending for the past four years. I dont want to divulge too much information because its pretty bad, but lets just say that over half of the members that were attending the church (including us) have left. Since then, we have been attending another church after some long church hunting. That was a devastating time for us. We were really shocked, hurt, disappointed, betrayed..all the above. We were very active in our church and leaving it has left a big hole, but it was definitely for the good of our own souls. Moving on..
Well...remember last summer when I had a biopsy done on my throat to see if the lump on my thyroid was cancerous? The doctors couldnt get a clear result from just the biopsy so they said that I would have to have surgery to get the lump taken out. Then they would do a more thorough test to see if it was cancer. I had the surgery on Mar 29th and I am still recovering from it. The original results came back as the cyst being benign. But, a week later I found out that it was indeed Thyroid Cancer

Yes, I know..very shocking and upsetting. Thannkfully, the treatment for it isnt anything like undergoing chemotherapy or anything. I will have to go back under the knife so that they can take the left thyroid gland out (the first surgery was them taking the cyst along with my right thyroid gland). 6 weeks after that, I will undergo radiation iodine to make sure that the cells don't spread to the rest of my body. After  that treatment, I will have to stop breastfeeding and am advised not to get pregnant for at least 6 months afterwards. I am pretty upset about the whole thing, but am trusting God to help me through this just like he did when Jarrett died.

On to another subject: Tre!!!!!!! He is getting sooooo big!!!!! And more and more adorable!!!! He is seriously the joy of life!!!! I cant believe that he is all mine!!!! He has been hitting all of his milestones right on schedule!! He is rolling over now, "talking" sitting up, spitting, squealing (all the time) eating cereal with a spoon, reaching out to me when he wants me, and so much more!! It so funny when he wants to nurse (which is almost anytime I am holding him). He tries to reach in my shirt while laying his body down in the nursing position! He is soooo incredibly smart!!! I cant believe that I am about to have a 6 month old!!! Oh and he is also sleeping in his crib, as on two weeks ago!! He is still waking up twice a night but hopefully that will change soon! I thought I would have a really hard transition to him sleeping in the crib, but surprisingly he has done well. Im the one that has been struggling! LOL Its so weird not being able to see him the minute I wake up! And I HATE having to get out of bed to go feed him!!!!!!!!!
At his last appointment when he was just hitting 4 months, he was 15 lbs and 26 1/2". He has his 6mo shots coming up, and I am anxious to see how big he is gonna be!!!!!!!!! Ill try and post!

Sitting up 1st time (4mo)

first time holding a bottle

First Easter!!!!!